Almost Transfer Day!!!

I am completely freaking out!!! Transfer is scheduled for 11 am tomorrow morning and I haven’t slept in days from anxiousness. I am so excited but so worried! I know I know but I can’t help it.

Retrieval was last Thursday. We retrieved 11 eggs. Out of those 11, 9 were mature. Out of those 9, 8 fertilized!!! EIGHT!! I’m grateful for this number. Based on my diagnosis of diminished ovarian reserve and the damage from endometriosis i honestly couldn’t have asked for more. Now i just hope they are strong healthy eggs. We have not had an update since Friday and it’s literally killing me not knowing. We have no idea how many embryos are still alive. I’m praying no news means good news. I mean the office can’t be irresponsible enough not to call ahead if it’s bad news right? There has to be at least one good embryo or there would have been a call. (Desperately trying to calm my irrational fears). So the plan is to arrive for our 11 am appointment. Wake, Pray, Transfer💞🙏🏼. Not much else we can do. I’m physically & emotionally drained and there’s still such a long road ahead. After transfer i have to wait 2 weeks for a blood test to confirm. For those ladies that have done this 3,4,5 times. I can’t imagine your strength. I keep repeating to myself this is it. It’s our time. It’s going to work

I ‘m heading straight to Acupuncture after transfer then relaxing for the next two day so the embaby can implant. No stress no worries. Stress increases cortisol and adrenaline which can negatively impact the ability of the embryo to implant. Not today Satan🚫.

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